I AM DONE

Today I received an email from Youtube saying my account was deleted because of "severe or repeated violations of [their] Community Guidelines" and I have tried all possible ways to appeal to them and nothing worked, additionally I have reasons to believe that it got deleted because someone somehow got access to it, changed it's name and probably posted some stuff. And because of that I am officially done with life (no I'm not going to kill myself), I don't care anymore what anyone says, thinks, does, I'm closing myself permanently in my personal bubble. I have put my heart and soul into that channel, it was my best and longest running project and now it is gone with a snap of someone's fingers and every person on this f-ed up planet can suck my ****. Thank you anonymous hacker and Youtube for your contribution to the society.

Sorry for my rambling.