I warned you before

You ask me sometimes,

Why I've gone numb

And depersonalized.

I walk still at first,

But in midstep -

I suddenly reflect,

Turn around, say aloud:

You know why,

I've told you each time;

I gave you so much time,

You knew what would come.

Just... go already!

Don't torture me with you!

I'll survive without you!

Just as I used to!

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Why stay by my side,

When you hate what I am?

Why ask these questions,

When you know the answers?

Just leave me alone;

I'll deal with it on my own...

I think it's my right to be hellish,

When I warned you before.