When The Abyss Stares Back

I stare into the abyss

For more than 18 years

Looking for any bliss

When the world provided

None

The abyss peeps back

From time to time

Only thing that gives a fuck

The thing that is no

Thing

I start to see behind the veil

What beyond comprehension

Lies, no longer can I wail

No longer can I look anywhere

Else

I see inside swirling nothing

With nothing, more nothing

And nothing, nothing

Nothing, nothing, nothing

None

The nothing that is and isn't

Exists and does not

The absolute being

That a being is

Not